Authors note

Hey.. Well I haven't been up to date on this story, and it's kind of creeping me out here and there.. So idk. Comment on either Google+ or this post if I should continue this story or just move on to another one. Mk <3 you guys bieeee. 💋

Chapter 28

*beginning notes* 

Thanks guys for reading! We are at 28 chapters!! Alright let's get back to the story. **

"Hey we should get ready." Justin says.

"Yeah, but I have no clothes or dresses." I say. "Unless I have to go to.." I wince at the words, "Zayn's house. I left my luggages there." 

After the kiss, I was still a bit drunk and kinda well... Had it. With him. I know, eww. After I lost my BFF and future bf, but I needed to get things off my mind. Then I went to Walgreens without my luggages. And I saw mom, and Justin, and Zayn... And Jeremy. Well, now I'm here. 

"That's alright babe. You go buy makeup and other girly stuff, and I will go get your clothes. Did you bring a sexy dress?" He says

U simply nod. 

"Kay, get ready!" He says. I watch as Justin puts on sweatpants and a tee shirt , then throws on a SnapBack. 

"Bye babe. I'll be back in a little bit." Just as Justin says that, there's a ring of his doorbell.

"I'll get it bae. " i say to Justin. 

"K." He says and jumps onto his king size bed.

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I jog down stairs and to the door. I open it and see Julian standing there with puffy eyes and my luggages. 

"H-hey." Julian says. Tears form in his eyes. 

"Hi-- oh my gawd Ju-Julian!!" I say and start to cry as well. I hug him tightly. 

"Come in. " I say. He does as told and sits on Justin's couch. 

"So um what's going on?" I say confused. 

"Chloe, I miss you. Those 3 nights without you felt like 3 years. I woke up every morning dreading the fact that you didn't love me anymore. I'm a wreck without you. I know that sounds cheesy but I really am! I-I-I'm falling for you. You're so beautiful and I hate that you're probably over me already and with this dick of a person, Justin. Sorry if I'm rude, but I can think straight anymore. I'm sorry I yelled at you. I should've let you explain. Will you forgive me?" He says. 

"Yeah, I will, but what you said to me really hurt me. I sobbed when you kicked me out of the hotel. I almost cut, but my mom came into my life and saved me. She's been gone for years. Now she came back coincidentally and she cares about me. If you really missed me that much, you would have contacted me. Julian, Justin isn't a dick. He's actually nicer than you." I say and stomp upstairs. 

Julian's POV

^^^^^^^^^

　I watched as  Chloe marched upstairs. I feel her pain. She won't let me explain now. Why are girls so confusing? Err. Tears creep into my eyes again but I let them fall.  

"I LOVE YOU TOO, CHLOE." I yell to her upstairs and slowly walk towards the door, looking at my ugly feet.

I hear small footsteps down the stairs. Chloe.

She jumps onto my back and kisses my shoulders. 

"I love you too." She says and cries onto my shoulder. 

"WHO TF ARE YOU?" Justin hollers. 

Chapter 27

😥**Chloe's POV**

I wake up nude, in the arms of Justin Bieber. I get that annoying default sound when you get a text message on iPhones. It was from Kadie, my BFF.

*Phone convo*

K~ hey Chloe! It's all over insta! Are you really dating jb?

C~ uh yeah why? 

K~ duuuuddee you really shouldn't be dating him. He's a player and he only wants sex. He'll be nice but he gets you pregnant and leaves. He has dated over 1,000 sluts. 

C~ ewwww... And how do you know all of this you creep!

K~ I'm following JBGossip. Duh. Lol is Justin up?

C~ no 

K~ ok good. Don't tell him or mention anything about this. Alright? 

C~ Kay he's waking up bye bby ❤

K~ byee bby❤ 

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I decided to wake Jusin up after I shut off my phone and put it back on the nigstand. I climbed on top of his chest and kissed him. All over. When I got to his lips, he tried to kiss back, but I pulled away. 

"You're a tease." He says. 

"Your morning voice is sexy." I say.

"You're sexy." He says. 

I kiss him once more then get up.  

I put on my clothes and go into the bathroom. I use Justin's toothbrush and comb. When I walk out, Justin is sitting on the bed on his phone.  

"Oh babe want to go clubbing tonight?" Justin says. 

I think about all that happened a few nights ago. The drama. The scariness. The drunk people. The kisses. All of it. It's just too soon. Tears slip out of my eyes. 

"You alright babe?" He asks.

"Nah, clubbing isn't my cup of tea, babe. You can go." I lie.

"C'mon. That's the most lame excuse ever! What the hell? We can invite Chaz and Ryan and Allison and the 1D guys, maybe Perrie and Selena, plus Ariana and Taylor, -man you should see drunk Taylor- and also maybe Victoria." 

"Justin, long story short, I had a breakup there and Zayn was involved. That was a few nights ago. Idk if I'm ready to go back." I say. 

"Sure you are. The club is where you get drunk and wasted and all of your worries are out of your mind. It'll be find, Chloe. Trust me." Justin explains. 

Kadie might be wrong. Justin is so sweet. 

I jump onto Justin and crash my lips onto his. We end up making out, like always. 

Chapter 💕26 💕

**Justins POV** -warning! Some content is mature! Don't read if you're under 10!!- ❤Polly 

I looked up and down Chloe's perfect curved body, licking my lips. I can get used to her. 

Chloe's POV 

I saw Justin staring at my up and down, licking his lips. What a pervert. Eww. I just look at him so irritated. I've been through enough slutty shit tonight. But.. he is Justin Bieber.  Ok imma play slut then. 

"Hey, Justin babe, lets get outta here." I say to him in my sexiest voice and wink. I hate this, but Zayn will be jelly. 

Justin chuckles. "Ayte, leggo babe." He says and smirks at Zayn. 

"DAD IM GOING HOME WITH CHLOE AYTE?" He yells upstairs. Jeremy runs down in his boxers only and mom does to with a big shirt thrown over her. 

"EWW MOM! WHAT THE FU?" I scold her. 

She laughs.

"Oh whatever. Bye mom, bye Jeremy." 

Justin and I walk out the door hand in hand. Justin takes his hand away and moves it down to my butt. Why did I choose slutty me, not tough me? 

We walk to the mustang and Justin opens the door for me. 

"Thank you sir." I say and kiss his lips quickly. 

"Wtf was that? Is that all I get?" He says and pouts. I giggle. 

"Later babe." I say and get into the car. 

Justin closes my door and walks over to his side. He comes in and turns on the car. 

"Get your fat ass in the car it's cooollllddd!" I say. He laughs. "Okay." He says. 

❤❤the whole ride our fingers were intertwined.❤❤ 

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We finally arrive at this huge home. I can get used to this kid. 

"Babeee I'm tired." I fake moan. I just want to be carried. 

"Okay babe were almost home." He says. "Thanks babe." I whisper. Justin turns off the car and runs over to my side. I close my eyes fakingly. 

"Awh, I love you babe. You're so cute when you sleep." He whispers. He mumbles a few more words that I think was something like 'fuck' and 'hard'. 

I feel like I'm being lifted, and sure enough, I was. Justin carried me up the stairs and to his bed. Awh. 

I flutter my eyes open. Justin is stripped down. Completely nude. My eyes widen. "Yah like what you see bitch?" He says. 

"Um no! Who in the fuck do you think you are trying to fuck me? Dude we barely know each other and anyway, my mom and your dad are dating. " I say, totally disgusted. 

"Oh only your mom thinks they're dating. My dad buys her gifts, expensive ones, but she has to promise to fuck. She's having twins soon." He explains, still naked. 

"WAIT WHAT?" I scream at him. "My mom never told me about twins!" I say, calming down a bit. "She's like 50!" I say laughing, knowing she's only 36. 

"Well, I'll catch up you two." Justin starts. "Your mom is only two months pregnant and this is the first time tha my dad has stayed with a slutty buddy for almost 6 months. Yeah, my dad's a player. Please don't tell your mom." He says sweetly. 

"Kay Ju-Ju, I won't. " I say and smile. 

"Juju?" He says and chuckles. 

"Yeah..?" I say and kiss his lips. Things get heated and Justin throws me on the bed. He's still clothes less. Justin climbs on top of me. 

"You know, Chloe baby, I really hate that shirt." I look down at my 'I ❤ One Direction' shirt. Justin rips it off of me. He then makes way to my booteh shorts and unbuttons them with struggle. 

"You alright there Mr. Strongman?" I joke. He jus laughs. "Shhh..." He says and kisses me passionately. I love his kisses. Justin then takes my panties off with his teeth. 

The rest, well, you know... ❤

Chapter 25

**Beginning Notes**

Man guys, we already are at 25 chapters and over 500 views! Thank you to everyone who is helping out, like I know +Emily Bombria is reading, and so is +❤❤Willaforce Jamaa❤❤ and +Lissie Amy, and also +Severus Aj. Sorry if I missed you, now lets get on with this chapter! 

**End of chapter notes** 

Your POV

Who in the heck is my mom talking about? And why in the hell does my mom have this huge house with a Lamborghini and a Mustang at the driveway? Idk, but to be honest, it's freakin me out a bit. 

I was so deep in thought that my mother ha to literally yank me out of the vehicle, and I only noticed when I was done thinking, which was about after 15 minutes. 

"Come -yank- on -yank- I want to show you this nice man!" She finally gets out, breathless. 

"Oh wha-? Oh right, momma. " I say and get out of the car with my sleeves rolled up, unknowingly. 

My mom has a questioning look on her face. "Uh..sweetie pies..?" She asked. Oh shizzles, my cuts. 

"Yea mom?" I ask back, like nothing happened, and I casually put my sleeves down. "Let's go inside this lovely house mom! It's chilly out here." I say. "Well played (Y/n). Well played." I think to myself and smile. 

"Kay, lets go!" She says. Since when is she so happy?" 

We walk in, with the help of mom's keys (of course) and there was Jeremy, which is Justin Bieber's dad, along with Justin and Zayn. Well, isn't today just swell? I look at mom, and she is just smiling. Ah, she doesn't know that Zayn caused the whole breakup pretty much. 

"Mom, what is he here?" I say, referring to Zayn. 

"Uh.. -mom's fake giggle- he lives here sweet thang!" She says. I facepalm. 

"Ughhhh mom! I meant Zayn." I say emphasizing. 

"Haha, right." She says. Sometimes mom  is so..... Idk. FAKE.  aha yup. She's always fake when she's around men. It's nasty, and weird, but she is really fake. 

Zayn and Justin sat there awkwardly while Jeremy and my mom went to ther room, smirking. I do not want to know what they're doing in there, but I already have a visual. BLEAHHHHH. 

Then, Justin broke the silence. 

"So, what's your name, sexy?" He asks like a dummy. 

"It's Chloe." You say. 

**END NOTES** 

Ok guys I decided that I'm going to put a name for the girl for now on, and it's Chloe. It's kind of hard to always type YN instead of an actual name, so idk it's and author's thing. :P ilysm! Thanks for reading! 

❤Polly Lace

Chapter 24

**YOUR POV**

We were walking out to the car.
"Wow mom, really? A lambo?"
"Yeah hun, we'll talk about this later."

All the memories flood through my mind during the awkward, silent car ride. The pain of Jay cutting me. Almost raping me. How happy I felt around Julian. How I had no idea what I was doing at the club. How my best friend, who I knew since I was three, called me a slut. How this young man who made me feel like the only girl in the world threw an "I love you" bracelet at me. How only my mother, who smokes and drinks, is the only one that cares. How I have scars all along my whole body. How I don't know if my father is even alive. My brother is in a gang. My sister has breast cancer. My other sister had a child when she was 15. My last sister, well, we don't know where she is. What is wrong with me? What is wrong with my life?
Tears flood down my eyes.

"Are you okay, (Y/n)?"
"No mom." I mumble.
"Alright we're almost home." She says.

I look up at this huge house with a large garden in the front with giant gates all around it. Wtf?

"Uh..mom? Is this your..um..house?" I ask.
"Yeah." She says and parks the car. Alrighty come on! I want you to meet someone!" She says full of joy.

Oh shit.

Chapter 23

**YOUR P O V **
"But..mom..wait? What? Um.. I'm so confused.." I stutter.
"It's alright if you're confused. I am too. I have no idea where I'm going with my life. I'm lost." My mom says. "I'm sorry....mom.... Can you please tell me why you are here, please?" I ask.
"Okay." She starts. "Well, when you graduated last year, your father and I thought we should do something great since you were moving out and going to college. Speaking of that, did you start college yet?"
"No...." I mumble.
"You didn't even go, did you?" Mom asks.
"......Um.........Well............No.........." I mumble again.
"Oh, sweetie. We should talk about this later. My shift is over and we can go home." She says.
"But..mom? Where will I stay?" I ask.
"Hun, you can stay here with me however long you want." She states.
"Okay thanks." I say and we walk out to her car.

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Chapter 22

**YOUR POV**

 Julian kicked me out of the hotel. I am walking on the streets of Hawaii, but that's normal. But not at 1:00 am. Now it's scary. I need a razor. My best friend hates me. My parents are somewhere else where they don't have to deal with me. My soon-to-be boyfriend hates me. My idol, the Zayn Malik hates me. My brother is in a gang. My sister has breast cancer. I have no idea where my other sister is. My 3rd sister is cray cray. My ex- bf abused me. Life sucks.
I spot a Walgreens that is surprisingly open. There's a lady cashier, thank gawsh.
"Breakups?" She said.
I nod. "How did you know?" I say, small smile.
"Hun, I have 3 teenage daughters. I know."
"Okay. Um do you guys sell razors?" The lady has a terrified look on her face.
"Please don't cut sweetie. I know sometimes life gives you lemons and you feel like there's no one there for you, but there is. Always remember that, no matter how useless you feel, you're someone's reason to smile."
"Thank you. That's nice of you but there really is no one. Really. No one cares." I say before I cry some more.
"It's okay. Everyone feels that way sometimes. But you have to get over these things. You have an amazing life ahead of you. Don't spend some of it laying around being miserable."
"Okay." Then I smile and look into her eyes. She is hugging me. "Hey, you look so familiar, but I can't put my finger on it. What's your name?" I ask.

"You do too. My name is Sharon Mont."
"Mom?" I say.

Chapter 21

**Julian's POV**

I hate her. I can't believe I thought I loved her. I even bought her an "I <3 You Babe. -Ju" bracelet. Oh yeah. It's in my pocket.

"JULIAN! PLEASE COME BACK! PLEASE!" She says. Fuck.
"What the fuck do you want slut?" Ah shit. Why do I have suck a fucking dirty mouth what the fuck?
"I want to explain. Please." I trun around to see that her makeup is running.
"I don't know (Y/n). I need to think." I hand her the "I <3 You Babe. -Ju" bracelet. She just cries more.
"Bu-bu-but Ju........ no............" She says. "Sorry, (Y/n). I really have to think about it." Then I walk towards the doors. I just want to cry in bed. I lost my dad. My ex- gf Sarah. My mom is a drug addict. Jazzy has cancer. I didn't want to tell (Y/n) that. She would just love me becuse she feels bad for me. I have no one.

**Your POV**

I need to talk to Perrie. I have no guts to do it, though. I'm afraid she might call me meaner names.  There she is. She's talking to Zayn.
"Um, Perrie, can we talk?" I say, nervously.
"Sure, what's up. Do you want to kiss Zayn again?" Ah, shit, she's still mad.
"No, I promise." I start to cry again.
"Don't cry over me. There are better girls that would be your best friend. Not me. I'm sorry." I bawl my eyes out.
"So you-you-you don't want to be my bff?" I say, crying.
"No sorry. Would you forgive someone if they made out with your fiance? No, right?"
"I guess you're right. Um, I have to go." I lie. I need to cut.

Chapter 20

**Warning mature content**

**Your POV**

We walk outside, and straight to a limo. I'm just following everyone else.
There are wine glasses and wine (of course) and some beer.
Perrie fills up a cup.
"Want some?"
"Nah. Not yet.." I say and everyone laughs.
We are here.
"Okay guys, just make no eye contact and do not answer any questions. There are lots of paparazzi out there. Got it?" Zayn says.
"Yup." I say.
"Yeah." Julian says.
The limo driver opens the door for us, and I give him $20. "Here. Thanks." I whisper. We then walk up to the doors, and Julian squeezes my hand hard. Perrie and Zayn show a special card to the security and tell him something, and we cut the line. There are a bunch of screaming girls. When we walk inside, there is a bunch of drunk dancing people, and its only 9:30.  Julian and I go our own way, and Zayn and Perrie go theirs.
We walk up to the bar. I get a margarita, and Julian gets a whole bunch of beer. Like always. He gets super drunk and so do I. We make our way to the dance floor. There's loud music and glass all over the floor. I need to put my stuff down. (Note: You had a small purse, your iPhone, and high heels on which were killing your feet.)

You finally made way to a small room. "Yes, I can put my stuff in here." I say to myself. You were putting your things behind a small chair and when I turned around, Zayn was right there. He just starts kissing you and you guys end up making out. When you were done, Julian and Perrie were standing at the door, crying. 

"What the fuck?" Julian says, angrily.

"HOW COULD YOU BITCH?" Perrie says. I never heard her so harsh before.

"She loves me." Zayn says.
"No, I don't Zayn. I'm just a fan." I say.

"Okay chicka I get you're drunk but even if, I wouldn't kiss my best friend's boyfriend. Ugh. I HATE YOU!" She screams.

Julian also leaves the room, tears in his eyes. I follow him.

"Julian- wait.. let me explain! Please!"  I say, tears rolling down my face. He stops. 

"Get away from me slut." He says and shoves me away. 

"No! Please!" Was all I could get out. Damn it. Why do I have to be so fucking stupid?

Chapter 19

**YN's POV**


We arrived at the vacation home. It was so beautiful.

"Damn...." I say before I trailed off.

"Beautiful, right?" 

"AH, shit! Hey Perrie!" I say and give her a warm hug. 

"Omigawd. Where's this guy friend?" She says and wiggles her eyebrows. Right then, he picks me up and twirls me around. Then, pecks me on the lips. 

"Right here." I say and giggle. She does too. 

"Hey, Perrie, where's your bf?" 

"Inside. Let's go in!!" 

We walked inside, and the place was beautiful. As I imagined. 

"Come on, (Y/n), we have to go get you some clothes!" She pulls me upstairs to her ginormous closet.

"Holy fuck! Why do you have so much clothes?" I'm in awe. 

"To share with you." She says. We both smile. 

"Here." She hands me the most amaZAYN dress (see what I did there :D) ever. 

"Well put it on chicka!" She says.

"Kay." 

It looked amazing on me. Perrie decided to match.

 (Mine)

 (Perrie's)

We got out of the closet and went downstairs to the living room. Julian and Zayn were sitting on the couch, matching also. Weird how they were wearing teal, too. Trippy.

"You guys ready?" Zayn says in his cute British accent. Wait snap out of it (Y/n). They're engaged. What are you thinking?? Ahh. Idk! He's cute. But it's weird.

"(Y/n)?" Perrie says, confused.

"Oh, yeah. I'm ready. We are." I say and everyone smiles. 

"Then leggo." Julian says. 

We walk out, Zayn and Perrie hand in hand, Julian and I hand in hand.

Chapter 18

**Your POV**

"Shit." I mumble to myself.
"What?" Oops. Julian heard me... :P
"I have nothing to wear."
"Wear to where?"
"Hah, sorry to the cluuuubbbb!"
"With who?"
"Perrie Edwards, Zayn Malik, and YOU?"
"Wai-what?? How do you know them??"
"Perrie's my bff. Zayn is her boyyy." I say bringing out the 'y'.
"Oh. Well then! We have to get you shopping!"
"Otay!! YAY!" I say like a three-year old.

*skipping time 'cuz YOLO*

We were now at the mall, and I was at Forever 21. It was 6:30. When I was checking the time, I saw a text from 'Bff <3'. Oh, Perrie! (;
P= Where are you? I went to the hotel and you weren't there.
Y= At the mall. I had nothing to wear.
P= Get to my house right now. 42863 Aria Rd. (I typed random stuff) you can borrow some of my shit.
Y= Okay coming xo
P= Kay mwah
Y= See ya in 10.

Julian must have been suspicious because he looked up from Instagram.
"Perrie said I can borrow some of her stuff. We need a car.."
"Okay. I can get a car rented by tomorrow maybe. But for now we have to use taxis."
"Kay." I ended up putting my stuff back on the racks.

"Leggo?" He says.
"Yup." I say with a little giggle.


We got in the taxi and gave the guy the address.
"Ah, Perrie's vacation home. Do you know her?"
"Well duh." I say, quite irritated. Julian hits me with his elbow and shoots me a glare.
"Yes, I'm sorry about my attitude. She's my BFF.

Chapter 17

**Your POV**

"Hey, where's my stuff, Ju?"
"Ju?"
"Yep." I say with a little giggle.
"Omigawd you're so adorable."
"I know!" I say with a twirl in my hair.
"Haha, and in that huge closet over there." He says, pointing somewhere.
"Whoa..." I say before trailing off.

I get pulled around the waist. 

"Holy shit." I say before figuring out it was Julian.

"Hah." Was all he said.

"Okay this closet is amazayn but where's my luggage?"

"Oh right here." He says and gives it to me.

"Thanks bby." I say with a kiss.

"So I was looking on Google and I saw there's this really sick club downtown. You want to go?" 

"I'm only 18 doh." 

"So? I know people. I look 21..?" 

"Whatever Ju. I don't know..."

"Please?"

I turn my head away from him and go back to the main room. I decide to text Perrie to see where she is. (Remember Perrie is Yn's bff) 

**PHONE CONVO**

[P= Perrie Y= You)

Y= Hay gurl where you @t?

P= P@R@D153!

Y= What?

P= Paradise omfg.

Y= Otay where are you?

P= HAWAII DAWG

Y= Omfg I'm here wait what? How are you? Idk? What? How? I'm so..? What?

P= Calm down omg. C'mon. I'm dating THE Zayn Malik. He takes me where evers!

Y= Okay. Wait how old are you?

P=  20.. How dare you forget! .O. (;

Y= Otay. Sorry lol! Um and Zayn is?

P= 20 also OMG.

Y= Kay want to go clubbing?

P= So you're here too?

Y= Yup with this guy Julian. I'm at Ko'Olina Hotel.

P= Why didn't you tell me I could have you and this guy of yours stay at our vacay house!!

Y= Okay ttyl g2g get ready! Wear something nice.. Lol.

P= Kk. And I know gurl. I went clubbing before lmao.

**Ending notes**

Whew! That was a long one lol. Anyway thanks! Thanks for all dem views... ;) Almost 400!!!! WOOP WOOP!

Chapter 16

**Julian's POV**


I suddenly get a huge pound in my head. I moan.
"What's wrong bby?" (Y/n) has fear in her eyes.
"Pound. Boom boom in my head...." Was all I could get out before I trailed off.
"Babe how much did you have to drink...?"
"Maybe 2 or 3 boxes..."
"Mhmm......how many beers were in each........?"
"A dozen. 24 beers."
"Julian, that's 2 dozen! Times 2 is 48 frickin' beers!! Times 3 is 72 goddamn beers!! What the fuck where you thinking??"

Just then Dr. Campbell comes in.

**Your pov**

I cross my arms, not making any eye contact with Julian.
"Hello, Yn." The doctor says. I hope he heard nothing.
"Can the slut go home now?" Julian says, probably not knowing anything. Dumbass.
I shoot him a glare. His face is so blank.
"Yes, sir. She just needs to take these pills." He hands me a 24 oz. bottle of pills. Yuck.
"You need to take one in the morning, two in the afternoon, and one at night, alright?"
"Mkaay......" I say and pick up my phone. I take a couple silly pics, then upload them to Instagram and Twitter.

(skipping time lalalalla)



**YOur pov**

A taxi drives you to the closest hotel and you book reservations.
"Damn, this place is fucking amazing!" I say. Julian is pretty sober now.
"Hey, babe, how many beers did i drink? I need some Advil."
"Idk, you said you drank 2 or 3 boxes with 24 in each. I'm still mad at you." I say and turn away. We are now in the lobby of the hotel.

The lady gives us the key and we get to the room. The highest floor! eeeeeeep!

We walk inside and I sit on the kitchen counter.
"This place is fucking amazing......." I say in awe.
"Not as amazing as the beds....." He says, which I giggle to.
"Come here baby!" He says.
"Mmk."

I follow Julian into the bedroom. 

"Damn......." I say trailing off. 

"Isn't it so fucking awesome?"

"Yeah...!" I say and jump onto the bed.

Chapter 15

**Your pov**

Jay walks in, angry. I am afraid and pulls my face underneath the covers, so you can only see my eyes.
"WHAT WAS THAT? SOMETHING ABOUT DUMBASS BOYFRIEND?" Jay says getting jalepeno business.
"Jay, it's nothing. We're over." I say, calm as the sea.
"Yea, whatever bitch. I was hoping you'd die when you lost all of that blood."
I just let it all out. I bawled for what seemed like forever. I ended up crying myself to sleep..

**skipping time**


**Julian's POV**

She looked so peaceful when she was sleeping. Jay ended up having to be taken out of our room by the security. He's not allowed in this building again unless he's injured. I decide to play her favorite song to wake her up. I get my iPhone out and go to iTunes. I get her favorite song on, Blurred Lines.

**(Y/n) POV**

"I hate these blurred lines.........I know you want it.......Hey!" My fave song. Blurred lines. Is this a dream? Pleasee??
Nope. I open my eyes to see that same ol' same ol' hospital bed. Julian with his iPhone next to my ear. I just smile. "Hey." He says gorgeously.
"What's up girl scout?" I say jokingly.
"Hay.." He says twirling his imaginary hair.
"Omigawd you're such a goofball. Did you drink anything?"
"Um water..? And some BudLights?"
"Broh! That stuff is bad for you!"
"What the water?"
"No the BudLight stupid!"
"I'm 18 doh..." He says with a pout.
"Who cares? So am I.. Are you smoking too???"
"Heylll no." I just giggle at him.
"Okay good." And with that I give him a small kiss.

CHAPTER 14

Beginning notes:
Thanks to everyone! I now have 300+ views on my blog? AWESOMEEEE


**(Y/n) POV***

"Yn...Yn.......Yn......?" Someone calls. Fear in their voice. I know it anywhere. Julian.
My eyes flutter open. I don't know where I am. A hospital? Hell no.

**Julian's POV**

Yes. She's awake.
"Wher-wh-where am I?" She asks. "You're at the hospital. We were walking to the hospital and you just collapsed. You lost a lot of blood. I had to carry you to the hospital, which was a few blocks away still." (Y/n) starts to tear up. "Oh. I-I-I-I'm sorry." She stutters. "For what? It wasn't your fault. It was you dumbass boyfriend Jay's fault."

Just then, he walks in...

Chapter 13

YOUR POV
Julian makes his way to a metal crate. Idk what's in there, but he opens it with a key. Jay is focused on me, which is bleeding and crying. He is cutting my arms now. I probably look like Bloody Mary.

The custodian now has an executioner (pistol-shotgun) pointed to Jay's forehead. He wants out right now.
"Let this young lady and I out right now, before this fires."
Jay puts his hands up in surrender.
"Ayte." He lets go of me, which he was touching me uncomfortably.
Then we both walk out of the closet like hipsters.
Everyone is staring at us, bleeding from head to toe, dried up tears.
I can hear people whispering things about us. Multiple times I hear "What happened in there?" or "What is wrong with those people?" I feel kind of weird hearing those things.

We get back to the sliding doors, where my neon luggages were still waiting for me.
"Thank you." I whisper to Julian.



We decide we need to get to a hospital, quick, because we are both aching in pain. The hospital is just a few blocks down from the airport, so Julian and I just walk there. He holds my yellow luggage in one hand, and mine in the other. I do the same.
Throughout the short distance, I learned a lot about Julian. He is single, (yayyy) his father passed away a few months ago, and he had a breakup a year ago. He is 18 years old (like me) and has that job as a custodian to support his mother and three younger siblings. One sibling is ten and is named Addy,(girl), one is six and is named Greg, (boy), and the smallest one is a three-year old girl named Jazzie. 

Chapter Twelve

YOUR POV

The custodian's jaw just drops. He sees my bleeding legs. I can tell he's trying to say something, but the words don't come out of his mouth.

"Uh-uh-uh-wh-who-who-a-a-re-y-y-you...?" He finally gets the words out.. Kinda....
"NONE OF YOUR GODDAMN BUSINESS. "
"Oh, I'm sorry Mr..." I look at his name tag. "Julian."
He starts to cry at the sight of me, bleeding all over.
"Ok if you tell anyone, you're dead." Jay says in a hushed voice.
Julian just cries some more. He starts to run out, but is pulled by the shirt by Jay.
"OH YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE. " He says furiously.
Then Jay starts to cut the custodian's wrists.
"Stop please!" He says through heavy tears.

Chapter Eleven

**Beginning Author's notes**
Hey guys! Sorry that I haven't been posting for the past three days. I got buried in homework and things to do but I'm going to make it up to ya'll today, kay?
Also, thank you for all the support and views for the past couple of days. Last time I checked on my iPod there were 110 or 120 views or something. Then, I check today, and there are 180 views! Isn't that just lovely? ;) Okay sorry let's get into the story now lol

YOUR POV

"Jay, just please. Go-g-g-g-g-g-go away," I stutter.
"No. Come with me," he says.
"No. No I won't," I mock.

He then pulls me into a room which seems to be a closet.

"Okay," he starts off smooth.
"What...get me out of here!" I struggle and scream to get out of his grip, but he won't let go. I start to bite.
He laughs. Just laughs.
"HAH, Biting me won't help at all, sweets."
"I'm not your 'sweets'." I say, suddenly annoyed.
"Okay. Listen up, (y/n), you are going to love me whether you like it or not."
"Well, Jay, I don't, and I will definately NOT love you. You're just a jerk."
"Oh, okay then." He smiles. Not a good one. I get some butterflies in my stomach which are pounding to get out.
Jay pulls out a pocketknife. Oh god.
"JAY PLEASE!" I cry.
"No. I told you to love me."
He then slits down my thighs all the way down to my ankles on both legs.
I groan, daring not to look at my legs aching with pain, bursting with blood.
"Owwwwcchhh." I sniffle.
"That's what you get, babe. I told you to love me. Now act like you're my girlfriend or I will cut off your hands at my place." He grabs me by the wrist, knife in his other hand. Jay approaches the door. Just then, a custodian comes in with a garbage can and a gasp.

Chapter Ten

Your POV

I run out of the plane, tears rushing down my cheeks. Idk why I thought I loved him. He seems so ignorant. So stupid. I need to hurry and get to the taxis and just ignore Jay. Then he calls my name. Dammit. 

"BABE WTF GET OVER HERE!" Ugh he caught up. 

"YeAh, no thanks."

"OKAY YOU ARE NOT PLAYING STUPID. "

"I'm not. And I will come over to your GRAVE. " now I'm really furious. 

"DON'T ACT LIKE YOUR ANGRY AT ME." Then he chuckles. 

"Oh I'm not acting." I say as I turn around, and those were my last words to him.

Then I run to the baggage claim and grab my neon pink and yellow luggages and go over to the sliding doors. 

I am pulled by the waist. 

Chapter Nine

Your POV

I feel so comfortable around Jay. Then the intercom comes on again.
"Hello everyone! We are landing right now and when you are getting off the plane you will be given a lei!"
"Lei?" I say, confuzzled.
"What the fuuuc?" Jay says. He seems mad.
"Calm down babe. It's probably just a misunderstanding."
"You're probably right. "
"Mhmm" I say And smile.

"Welcome to Honolulu, Hawaii!" The pilot says.

"WHAT THE FUXK? WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE IN FUXKING HOLLYWOOD! WE AIN'T GAWT TIME FA NO PARADISE!"
"Babe calm down. We can figure something out." I am calm but Jay isn't.
"I CAN'T FUXKING CALM DOWN! I NEED TO GET TO HOLLYWOOD! AND SO DO YOU BITCH!"
"Let's just get our bags and buy tickets from there, Kay?" I say And try to calm him down.
"FINE. MUTHAFCKER GET WHAT SHE SANTS?" Jay's suck a jerk sometime.
"THAT'S IT BABE. I DON'T WANT YOU TO EVEN LIVE WITH YOU ANYMORE. I CAN'T TOLERATE WITH YOU ANYMORE. YOU ARE SUCH A DICK!" I scream and run out of the plane.

Sorries

Sorry babes I am hella tired I didn't post 2day I know I was freakin busy srry

Good Morning!!

Good morning loves! Idk why I'm up so early because its a Saturday lol. (: more coming up in minutes!

Nite

Night loves I'm freakin tired maaann. Lol night see yu in the morning.

Chapter 8

JAYS POV

Yn and I are officially bf and gf!! We have been making out for 20 minutes and ignored the banging on the door. The man yells "hey are you done in there??" 

"0bviously not." Yn says while panting. We are both out of breath.

"Sorry to disturb y'all." I could see (y/n) smiling warmly at my face. 

You POV

I lean in for a kiss and the pilot tells us 15 minutes before landing. 

"Bay Jay we gotta go back to our seat."

I start to approach the door, but I'm pulled by the waist by some muscles. Jay. He pulls me back to him. 

"We got time." He whispers in my ear. 

I could feel my cheeks turn on fire. 

"Hah you're blushing!" He says and kisses my cheek. I get even more red. Idk why. 

"What R you blushing about baby?"

"Idk. "

"Haha. " he says and kisses my ear. 

"Five minutes till landing everybody"

We get out of the restroom hand in hand. 

Then we sit back in our seats, I have the window seat. Jay grabs my hand and places it in his. I put the arm rest up and lean against his chest. He rubs my back soothingly. I feel comfortable with no blushes. 

Chapter 7

Your POV

Jay and I walk into the restroom hurriedly. People give us a "WTF are you guys doing" look, and I giggle when Jay gives them all a "Nunya biz" look. (:

"So what were you gonna say?"
"Oh Uhm HOW??!!"
"How what?" Jay asks with a smile.
"How is fuzzing possible that you are moving with me?"
"If you weren't paying attention I was putting my stuff in your van..."
"Really?" I'm really confuzzled again.
"Mhmm. You were sweating and was so tired from moving you were resting on my chest."
"Ohhhhh." I say and laugh. Then he leans in for a kiss. I don't pull back that time.

"Yn, will you be my gf?" I really like Zayn Malik, My BFF Perrie's bf. Then I realize that's really awkward.. I must've been really quiet because Jaycalled me.
"Yo yn? Is that a no?" He says and looks at the floor.
"Oh n-n-n-n-no!!"
"So you will be my gf?"
"Yes." I say and we kiss again and like always it turns into a hawt make out.

Chapter Six

Your POV

I'm so confuzzled.. How could Jay be in the row behind me?? How could that be possible? How? Then I get a text from Jay.

J- I'm coming to live with you in Hollywood.
You- Come to the restroom we need to talk.
J- right now?
You- No in February stupid. Of course now!!
J- Ayte then let's go.
You- Kay.


JAYS POV



I wonder why she wants to talk to me.. Or does she want to fuck? Idk but she seems quite angry so. Idk. So I just get up and walk toward the back of the plane, where the bathroom wa. We were close by the end of the plane so that's good. We both walked over to the restroom and we were walking over to the end. She was already waiting there for me.
"Finally. I had to tell all of the flight attendant ladies that I was waiting for someone in there.  What the hell were you doing?"
"There was someone on the outside of me and he was goddamn sleeping. So he moved to to the seat that you were sitting in. "
"So we can sit next to each other now?" She smiles.
"Yup. Wait why are we talking outside of the bathroom?"
"Oh yeah haha lets go in, I need to talk to you." She winks.

Morning!!

Good morning guys. Did you have a good nights sleep?
Haha told you I have to wake up at 6. ):

I might post more chapters soon so stay tuned. Bye!







xx

Nite

Goodnight loves I'm hella tired now. It's like 11 at night and I have to wake up at 6 grr








Xx

Chapter Five

I run down to gate A7, knowing I will be late. I explain to the security the I'm moving and hen they remembered me. I got on the flight and I wasn't late at all. I was actually pretty early. So yeah...


Then the plane started and the pilot told us we could turn our phones back on. I did and saw 4 new texts and 3 missed calls from blocked. I knew it was Jay, so I changed the caller ID to Sexy. I laughed at myself for doing so. Then I looked at the texts.

J- Hey babe, I bought about it. Yes. Yes yes!! I will be your bf!
J- sorry if I woke you up if you're on the plane"
J- Damn I'm testing your car out and the bass is sick!!"

You- ok but we are going to be a big distance apart, I wasn't asleep, and Ikr the bass is like totes awesome!!

J- No we aren't

You- what?

J- I'm moving to Hollywood with you

You- you're kidding me right?

J- no. I'm in the row behind you.

Chapter Four

JAYS POV

Damn it.
"Hello?"
"Still here baby I am just pulling up to the airport. You here yet?"
"Coming "
" hurry up I am going to be late for the flight!!"
"Ayte it's okay babe just be patient."
" I'm here" he says and honks his horn.
Jay is going to keep my car. He bought it from me for cheap.
"Yay!" I scream suddenly.
"Hey babe!"
"Hey!!" We hug and Jay spins me around. Then he whispers, breathing on my neck: "Ilysm. I will miss you forever and I missed you when you were gone for 2 hours.
I start to cry. "Jay babe?"
"Huh."
"Will you be my boyfriend?"
"Idk yn. Idk... If we break up, I'm gonna lose a best friend too."
"Jay, I fucking love you. Even if we break up, which I highly doubt we will, but Even if, I will still be your yn that will give you the best advice and will love you forever."
We both cry then give each other soft kisses which slowly turn into hard ones which make my lips numb. But Jay is still the best.

Chapter Three

Your POV

I drive and drive and drive until I get to an airport. My moving van is going to be transported to Hollywood a different way, idk how. But it took about two hours to get to the airport . I was listening to an Ariana Grande cd. Then I get a phone call. Lucky thang I had my earpiece. There was no caller ID. Hmm.. Anyway, I answered, and it was Jay.

You- hello?
J- hey babe
You- Um hi..?
J- what are you doing?
You- driving, stupid.
J- oh yea haha
You- I got to go baby I'm almost to the airport.
J- ok txt me when you get on the plane.
You- Mkay.
I smile.
J- I love you.
.......

Chapter Two

(Y/n)s POV

Jay seems to really like me. I like him too, but I'm already leaving. Jay finally gives me a kiss for reals and I am kind of shocked at first  but then I kind of seemed to enjoy it. It turned into a make out. Then I started to feel really uncomfortable when Jay's tounge started playing with mine. I pulled away from him.
"Breathing for air?" He said stupidly.
"No, dumbass. I really got to go." My happiness turned into anger.
"Okay, but you're going to miss these lips, bitch." I was furious at Jay. I didn't know he was such a poopface.

JAYS POV

(Yn) is such a. Jerk. She wanted my lips, I know she did. She just wouldn't admit it.
I decided to help (yn) with the last of her things because I'm angentleman like that. Not a douch.
Then she drove off with Lolly. She was gone. I was really sad.. So I decided I wanted to surprise her

Chapter One

YOUR POV

MEOW. MEOW. MEOW. MEW!
Darn, Lolly is so annoying sometimes.

"Good morning." I just groan and make my way to the bathroom. Today's going to be a big day.
I undress and get in the shower and do all that girl stuff. After that, I put on light makeup and go to my closet.

"What should a wear, Lolly?"
"MEOW"
"Okay, yeah that helps." :)

I decide to wear some yoga pants and a white v-neck. Then I grab my fifty-million luggages, purse, and Lolly. Lolly wantsto get out of my grip already, and we haven't been down the stairs yet. I decide to roll my luggages down the stairs. I do so and make my way to the kitchen. I grab a banana and a messy handful of Honey Nut Cheerios. Also, I grab the bag of kitty food. The moving van is already here. Great. I grab luggage by luggage and approach the door. I'm stuggling and can't seem to turn the knob. Right then, my hawt neighbor, Jay opens the door.

"Hey ba-" Whoops. Almost said babe.
"Hey (Y/n). What was that you were saying?"
"Uh no-nothing." I stutter.
"Oh..Okay." He says nonchalantly and shrugs his shoulders.

"Here, lemme help you with that." He says and smiles.
"Thanks."
He grabs my luggages ten by ten with those fat ass muscles of his.
"No problem, (Y/n)."
We move and move things for about 2 hours. Lolly just sits on the patio eating, playing, and sleeping like a lazy bum. Not like she can help at all, though. D:

Then when we are all done moving everything in my house we bump into each other. Jay's lips touch mine.
"Oh, uh-uh-uh sorry." He says stuttering weirdly.
"No, it's okay." I smiled because my lovelife is so empty. Such a loner.
I turn back to my apartment before I was about to leave. The place was empty. I had so much memories in this place. Tears start to fill my eyes.
"I know, I'm going to miss you to, (Y/n)." That wasn't my reason, but mkay.
"You too.." I say through sniffles and tears.
"Aww, come here." We were 2 feet apart at the time. I slowy walk towards him, with my makeup runnning.
"Look, baby your makeup is running." BABY?? <3
"I know." I frown and give him one last hug. "Sorry, I got to go."
"Call me when you get there." He gives me a Post-it-note. "Also hmu when you hook up your xbox.
"Ok for sure." We both laugh and hug for what seems for forever. I like it.

JAY'S POV

We hug for a long, long time. I love her, but I don't want to ask her out now. If she says yes, it would be a goddamn long distance relationship.
But I can't let her leave me like that. She's a great singer and deserves to be in Hollywood for singing, though.
That's why I love to play Call of Duty with her and she sings to me while we 1v1.
Then I remembered, FaceTime.

"Babe, wait."
She was about to leave.
"Hmm?" She says and flips her hair.
"Here's my FaceTime."
I give her another Post-it-Note.
"But this is just your phone number again Jay."
"I know." :)
"Mkay, I will call you later for sure?"
"Yeah, babe."

Intro for "Tips"

You are a 18 year old girl who just moved to Hollywood to persue your dreams. You are best friends with Perrie Edwards, Zayn Malik's girlfriend. She lives in Hollywood and is so excited when she learns you are moving over.

You have a boring life and live by yourself in a lonely apartment with your cat, Lolly.
Your parents are in Atlanta, Georgia.


Remember, this is a fanfic things in here are realistic but some names and events might not be true.
You will go by (Y/n) in the story, so whenever someone says your name it will look something like this:
"Hey, (Y/n), how was your day?"

Enjoy!!





WARNINGS
Some content in this story may not be suitable for some children.

AGE LIMIT
YOU MUST, MUST, MUST BE AT LEAST 10 YEARS OLD.

SORRIES
Sorry if these warnings and age limits are kind of bs but this might get a little bad, so I don't want to get bad reports from parents and older siblings and sit, so I gave you a warning. Don't read it if you are gonna be all like grossed out and fcking stuff like that.



Other than that, luv you!!













xx

Starting "Tips"

Hey! Long time no read! Sorry I haven't been posting much in a tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (Get it long time). I started school and I have to do lots of homework and I have to go to sleep at 9:00 now /).(\ But I got all caught up in these stories called fanfics. They're fictional stories that fans write about celbrities. They were online and on Instagram. I really liked those so I decided I shall make one!! Here we go!
(p.s. I'm making all of this up right now..)

















xx luv you
I will write the story after school :P

Sorry!

Hey everyone! Polly here and today I am sorry...

Sorry that I haven't been posting for like two days because my schedule is pretty tight, and with school shopping and getting prepared for school and all of those things, I don't know if I can write one or two chapters a day for y'all! Sorry to say that though. I'm saying SORRY a lot but I really am! T-T Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggrrrr! Y'know????? And with the start of fifth grade, and the stress and everything? And I got addicted to Call of Duty: Black Ops II, so that takes up like two hours of my day! I barely go on Animal Jam now! I just blog and look at other blogs to get my information. So idek (i don't even know xD) if anyone is even reading this, or am I just typing this to waste my time? v.v Um well, I sometimes wish that I was as popular as Snowyclaw, and I always sleep well when I have those dreams. I'm just a kid if there's any old people or adults on here.. no offense. Anywho, I'm sorry if I only post on the weekends when school starts next Monday. /).(\ Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh please add me on Google+. So yeah, thank you so much to everyone who take their time to read this blog to support mine. I wish I could thank you with a hug or something. (\*^-^/)

xoxo pollylacke xoxo

One Chapter a Day~ Save Mr. Gilmore's Farm

Hello everyone! Maybe you know me from AJ, but if not, allow me to introduce myself! I am Polly Lace on the internet, but that's really not my real name. But it would be giving away tmi if I tell you what my real name is. /).(\ I'm not an adult or anything, so I don't have the best grammar. Please correct me if there are any mistakes. ^-^ I live in North America.. West Coast of US.. not telling you where exactly..

Anywho, I am too busy and stuffs to type the whole story at once, so I am going to type one or two chapters a day, depending on how lazy I am. The story is called Save Mr. Glimore's Farm... it's a short story, I guess, and I wrote it on lined paper so it was about twenty pages front and back, but since the font is small on this blog it would probably be shorter. I don't have a complete summary prepared for you guys, so just read it. My family members said it was great! (four and a half stars lol) So let's get started with the prologue. :)

Prologue to SAVE MR. GILMORE'S FARM

Stallicia was named after a horse that was her mom’s favorite. Stallicia gets grounded from electronics because she’s pretty much on her cell phone, laptop, or watching T.V. 24/7. They send her to stay in Montana to experience life on the countryside and work on the farm for the summer as a punishment, because that’s what Stallicia’s mom had to do every summer.

 

 

 

Chapter One~ Welcome to Billings, MT!

 

"Bye sweetie! Love you! Have a wonderful time on your trip! I hug my mom and dad and hailed a taxi. Then, the taxi man drove me to the airport. It was a supposed to be a six-hour flight from New York to Montana, but the sky just had to turn cloudy, s there was a two-hour delay. It took extra-long to get to my grandpa's farm in Montana. Plus, there were no taxi cabs there, so my Uncle Greyson had to pick me up. Weird, right?

 

 

 

 

Chapter Two~ Grandpa Gilmore

 

I arrived at my grandpa's farm, ans when I went to the trunk to get my luggages, some creature licked my leg. "AAH! WHAT THE HECK?" I look down. There's some clueless pig looking at me.

 

"What're you lookin' at?" I realize I'm talking to a pig. When Grandpa Gilmore comes out, I act like nothing happened. (xD) The pig's still there. "Oh! Hi Star Stallicia! I see you met Big Momma Murray!" Yup. Stallicia is my name... "Hey Grandpa! How ya been?" Idk. That's just what I say to everyone... Grandpa is kind of a weird dude. He plays online poker on his twelve~year old laptop. (he bought it when I was born?!) And get this, when my grandpa Gilmre isn't playing poker, he collects WATERING CANS!!! Weird, huh? 

"Hey Stallicia, want to help feed Big Momma Murray and her babies?" He looked curious. "Uhm... >.< I'll pass." I didn't want to hurt his feelings. (or do it..) 

"Oh, okay! Let me call your Uncle Greyson to help you get to your room." Room? Where are the rooms in this junky, ol' farm?

Uncle Greyson comes, grabs some of my luggages, and I follow him about three blocks away from the farm. Where is this house????

 

 

 

Tomorrow:

 Chapter three- Indoor Pool

 

 

 

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